not a blogger so all this is still fresh ground I'm playing with lol.
I also know when it comes to safety purposes I'm not going to go hog
wild on here posting anything and everything that crosses my mind.
Just mostly stuff id post on Facebook but would just be too long or
stuff I don't want a whole lot of attention put on as Facebook but
don't mind a few people reading.
For example watchin Jordin Sparks on The Suite Life On Deck and Wow I
didn't realize she has close to the type of figure I have than to some
skinny Britney Spears twerp. Makes me feel so much better about myself
lol.
Oh and yes I have thought about "well what if Matt reads this?" If he
does he may actually learn a few things and if he doesn't it's no skin
off of my knees. Just give it a few weeks, you'll see:-)
Anywho the one in a zillion who is probably reading this may wonder
why I'm up this late. My little guy Brendan has been having on and off
bad nights. He'll wake up in the middle of the night either crying,
saying I want daddy or he'll just crawl into bed with me and he'll
have a hard time going back to sleep. At first Matt thought it was
Brendan staying on the computer too late but I've got a new password
on it so that's not possible and then it was the idea he would wake up
and watch t.v but with dish netwok you can turn it off and need the
remote to turn it back on do I hide it.
With these problems at night he's been falling asleep sitting up at
school so the school has been keeping in contact with me to find ideas
for a solution. He now takes a nap during their morning gym time when
they really don't learn anything class worthy but he'll sleep past
that into class time. It's been challenging trying to come up with
solutions. I've talked to Matt about all of this but well he doesn't
seem to want to hear or accept how his kids are focusing their
emotions of having him gone.
Gotta go to bed, got a cat laying and purring on me lol.
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